[ENG SUB] (Part 2/6) ASMR – Vincent van Gogh (Ikemen Vampire Situation CD)
Welcome back. I’ve been waiting for you to come back to my room. You must be tired. I can tell from your face that you’ve worked hard today. I want to just hug you to sleep, But my hands are covered in paint now (^◇^；) I guess that will have to wait till later, then? Take a seat in the chair over here, then! Hm? I spent the day painting, as always. “Is it fine if I take a look…?” Of course. Go ahead! Yes, bingo. I was painting sunflowers again today. They are always turning to face the sun, They are like gentle friends who remind me to always hold my head up even in the most difficult of times. It’s my favourite flower. And now that I’ve met you, I have one more reason to like sunflowers, but… The reason shall remain a secret. I’m not going to tell you even if you put on that pouting face (◕‿◕✿) But one day, I’ll definitely tell you… alright? Speaking of which, Theo was saying that ever since I met you, my paintings have changed. My heart has been changing too, after all, so I guess my paintings are trying to express these strange new emotions too. Before I met you, I have never felt strong emotions at all, shutting my feelings deep into myself. I’ve never experienced anger, never felt jealousy… Everyday, I just shut myself in my own silent, colourless world, Quietly painting away. The world I was in was calm, and quiet, but it always felt like I’m missing something. But then, after meeting you, and falling in love with you You’ve opened me to a whole new world of colours and emotions. Even though not all of these emotions are happy ones I can live with it as long as it’s for you. That’s why, I… Never once thought of wanting to go back to the life before meeting you. Even if it means I can feel worried sometimes, or confused. As long as you are around me, your love is worth all the sadness I’ve had to go through. This love with you is the best thing that has happened in my life. I want to cherish it, and I never want to lose it …that’s what I’ve always thought. You shouldn’t smile such a beautiful smile right now… I’m going to want to embrace you even with all this paint on my hand. I won’t be able to help myself. Were you… thinking of wanting a hug too? Hey… won’t you… hold me tighter? I can hear your heartbeat. Why is your heart… beating so fast? Sorry, I was messing with you. The reason why your heart is racing… of course I know it. After all, my own heart is racing for the same reason. Let’s stay close together for a little bit more, okay? Even my heart can’t help but love you. Or why would it refuse to stay calm? I want my heart to beat for you, faster and faster. I am craving you… more and more. Tonight, allow me to indulge myself, alright?